Man, I am not use to working nights any more.. So I'm changing my schedule at the club so I can work during the day. Saturday's from Noon till 6pm.. There is no way I can stay up late then get up early.. I don't like how tired I am all day when I don't go to bed at a decent hour.. The other girls can have that late shift, I don't like working that at all. Bla! Not like I have to, but since I do have a choice I want the day time hours for the day I do go in..

I hope you all are well today. I went and brushed Queen out then ran and did a few things I had to get done. I am so tired today. My show is at 11pm est so cum.:)

Well I went and Danced last night. I love dancing. Saturday I will be there from 4pm-10pm, I don't like working to late. Last night was so funny, I came into the club in lose pants and a loose shirt, after I danced my first dance, I went back to the dressing room, the manager came in and told me, "You shouldnt do that to us, you came in here with these baggy clothes, I was thinking, man another girl all out of shape....then when you took your clothes off here you are with this tight body and big tits." Too funny :)

Ok, another Photo of Queen, the rest are in the entry's from the other day. Me and Queen..

I relaxed on my diet this past weekend but am on it again.. I don't want to gain any and just want to follow a diet..

Ok, I will be going to train Queen at Noon. I have a show at 7pm EST today so try to drop by and say hi at least. I need to make a point to get to the gym! I've been so busy with Queen that I haven't had time. I'm learning a lot though and so am satisified to be learning something new. When My Mom moves out here I'm going to see about getting land out where she is, that way I can eventually move out that way and have Queen on my own property. But, that is far away and I should wait and see what falls into place..

Ok, I went in to dance Last night. I almost chickened out but decided to go on the last minute. I gave a lap dance and the guy had on really thin pants. I could feel his bonner like he was naked.. It was a pretty slow night when I was there, that was such a relief. I was very nervous and didn't want there to be a crowed..

Ok, here is another Photo of Queen! This was right before she was worked in the round pen, I had groomed her not to long before this. Queen..

I took some more Photo's of Queen today. She is in training and took some in the round pen as well. I'm in a couple of them also.. Queen Queen A, Queen B, Queen C, Queen D Queen E.She sure is BIG for a yearling huh.... She will be around 17.2 hands when done growing, maybe bigger... I have a show tomorrow so don't miss it. I'm staying on my diet well and feel good. I need to start riding my bike but it seems I always have to take something with me so I drive..

I just got home and ate. I have an appointment tonight with the Horse trainer. Tomorrow Night (Friday) I will be working at StripTease from around 4pm to Midnight.

I ran out of most of my diet food products yesterday. So I'm going Grocery shopping. I weigh 137 now, that is wonderful!

Well, I have a horse Trainer now and will be working with him every morning to prepare Queen for her first Halter competition in two months. I am learning from him so that I can do it all myself in time. I will be learning how and why to lunge her and groom and feed her for a winning performance. This will be fun. It's actually something you can win more then a trophy from, it also gives me something active to do with my horse, which I really love. The trainer will the be one training Queen, I'll just be his apprentice so I can learn from him.

Oh gosh, long morning and afternoon. First we got up around 6:30am and ran to McDonalds and I got some pancakes. That is the last time I'll cheat this week. I'm doing well so I'm happy. I go see Queen every day. I had a little training session with the trainer today and boy, I have more to learn then I thought. Oh well, it sure will keep me in shape! Riding my bike 14 miles a day then working with my horse will be enough to keep me very fit. I will start working at StripTease on Friday, I have an appointment anyway on Saturday.

I weigh 138 pounds now. I'm very happy, only about two pounds to lose and we'll see where we'll go from there. It looks like rain so I'll drive my car to see Queen. I have a show tonight at 9pm ESt (6pm PST).. I'm not sure what I'll do yet. Maybe have a dress up kind of show.

Man, I need to get use to this new diary I have! Piss me off, writing this for the third time. Ok, I had a very Long day today, non stop. I got Queen moved to the new Boarding Facility and I finally feel like I can relax and know she's being taken care of and feed. After I give Bookie and Nemo a walk I'll soak in the tub and then hit the bed, I'm beat. Plus, I have to get up at 7am and ride my bike 8 miles to see my Queen. I think going there will be fun, it's comming back that's going to be the killer. It's all uphill. Queen is very happy, you can see the difference in her attitude.

I just returned home from taking care of my horse and also came home and gave Bookie and Nemo a walk. I'm moving Queen to a better Boarding facility. I liked the one down the road because it was close. I didn't look at their horses to see how well feed they were because their Big Belgian looked nice and a good weight. I go and feed her myself to make sure she does get feed. I don't trust they will feed her what i ask since 90% of the horses are underweight. I wouldn't want to take a trip and worry about if she is being feed. So I'm taking her to a place that I've checked out and seen all their horses tonight and talked with them, they have A LOT bigger barn and stalls for them. They were all nice and clean and I showed up unexpected on Easter Sunday. They have a feeding schedule on what to feed which horses posted also, so I know they know what to feed.. She will also help me train Queen since I'm still very new to all this and Queen is starting to test what she can and can't do around me. Having an 800 pound horse try to play with you is a little..... Intimidating. It sure will be when she hits 1500 pounds! I'd like to be around someone who teaches me and that lady will. I thought I knew enough to train her but I need more then the books and the video's.

I just added 3 new picture sets to my picture gallery, here is a back shot that was requested by one of my members.

click here for back shot