I have my online show in 20 minutes, so hurry up! I found a good Dressage instructor and will be taking lessons from him starting Wednesday. I wanted to switch to Dressage since Queenie will be able to do that first when I ride her, eventually. I also have read up on it a lot lately and it will help me to be in sync with my horse and knowing how to do that I will be able to jump without stirups or reins, in the end. He seems like a very good instructor.

I've been doing my Weekly chores today, like getting the lawn cleaned up and getting the trash ready to take out. I also had to do my daily cleaning. Not much else. I show Queenie on Saturday and have been reading a book called, "Grooming to Win". That way she will look better this time. I'll get photo's and post them after Saturday sometime. I do have a show tomorrow evening "Friday: at 9pm est (6pm Pst). I hope some of you that I haven't chatted with in awhile can make it! Gosh, everyone is just so busy any more.

My show tonight is at 9pm EST (6pm Pst), so come on in! Not much else happening today. No plans but I do need to vaccume.

I need laid. I always need laid. fuck me!

I went to Pomona, california Sunday. We took Bookie and Nemo with us since I didn't have a lot of time to book a pet sitter. It was hot Sunday and we went to a Horse Auction, wich was outside. They didn't like the heat and were both hot so we stayed about 15 minutes before we took them back to the car for Air conditioning. We went and got a room at the merriott. Ate lunch there then went to a big Horse Supply Store called the Broken Horn, Very big. I had to buy a new sweat and protein supplement for someone since Queenie destroyed theirs when she got out, I also got some treats for Bookie and Nemo. That is it. I order my stuff from State Line tack since they are reasonable on most things.

I had my show and did a nice Sexy strip tease at first then got my vibrator out. I have to make a new show schedule for next week so I will work on that next.

What a morning. Queen got out and I won't even go into detail on what all she got into. Sufice to say I had to work her and walk her for over an hour this morning and I will again at 4:30pm. I have a show at 3pm PST (6pm EST).. So lets just have fun!

I had my Jumping lesson this morning. The heat wears me out! We didn't jump today, she had me walk and trot with no hands while the horse trotted and I used no hands in the two point position and all. After doing that I actually rode a lot better. I think I'll take a nice long bubble bath in a couple of hours, kinda a unscheduled show for a little different atmosphere. Lets say around 11pm EST (8pm pst).

I get to go to a horse auction in California this weekend! Flying of course. I am not buying another horse or anything. I'm just going to look at the horses that are being auctioned and see how it works. I have to get my bath then go train Queenie.

anyone else getting Viruses as bad as I did today? Gosh, make sure you update your virus protection. I have a show tomorrow so I need to think of something fun for all of us.;)

I just got back from the Vet's with Bookie. He started shaking around 3pm today, diareah, not wanting to walk to much. So at 5pm We took him in. After Blood work and X-rays they found that he has a calcium deposit in his Vertibre and so he is in pain from that. That trickles down to all the rest of the symptoms he has as well. He's on medication for the next ten days, for swelling and if that don't work they will have to refer us to an orthopedic Specialist. I hope to god that this works for him and he won't have to go through surgery. French Bulldogs don't do well with Anestesia and I am afraid he won't wake up after. So lets all pray that this medication works and does what we hope. So no more Jumping, Long walks for bookie. I never have taken him on long walks, french bulldogs aren't made for that and that is a big reason (spinal problems) and Arthritic problems with their joints. They are bred for companionship, not sports.

Did I tell you all that my best friend Ariel (who does shows with her stripper husband Mr. NewYork on here), just recently bought a French Bulldog as well.? She meet my two handsome men and just couldn't live without one.:)

I'm showing Queen again at the end of this month. I'll be better this time and I'm showing her as a sport horse and not a Halter horse. There is a big difference there. Hopefully she'll place higher this time around.

Someone with a big cock sent me a photo today. I might have to invite him over to fuck me like I need it.:) Ohh, to bad I can't be a slut and fuck him, with all those nasty diseases out there a girl just can't have any fun.

I just thought of a great idea! Today when I was down with Queen the girl that owns the place had her horses out in the let out Area's, so I had no place to lunge Queen. So while I was grooming her I was thinking of something I could do to exercise her without being in the fenced in area's. We'll I ended up taking Queen for a walk out in the desert. I put a stud chane on her just in case she got out of hand for any reason. She loved it. So after we go for a walk, untill it gets cooler and her feet get use to the hard ground I'm going to take her on 1-2 mile jogs. She will trot but I can jog along with her to get into shape and we'll both be getting in shape. Plus it's fun. So that is my workout plan for cardio.

I'm home sick this week. I miss my Mom really bad. I love going to visit her but when I'm there I miss my Boys, all my Boys, so it's a never ending "I miss you". I canceled my Jumping lesson just because I just don't feel like exerting myself, I'm tired. I've been eating way to much also. So I feel like misses muffin today. I am happy, just a little off I guess. On top of that I had a bad dream that Bookie got lost and a Tornado was down the street, so I woke up crying because I couldn't find him. He was beside me when I woke and I huged him, and kissed all over his precious little face.

I have my Online show in 45 minutes from now. I will do 30 minutes of weight training my upper body then I'll do a body paint show. How fun!:)

Not much New happening with me. I have had shows all week and today is a day off. I went and saw "SWAT" at the movies today. Pretty good. Nothing else to talk about at the moment.

I spent this past weekend redesigning the front of the website. I'm still working on it, touching up. I have a show today at 6pm EST, so say hi. I need to clean this house of mine but I'm really not in the mood. I'd rather work on my computer and web design.

Sometimes I just feel like going out and having a one night stand. Relieve all the pent up tension. To bad it's so dangerous to the health!

I had my show and had a good time. Besides the people I chatted with, where in the hell is everyone on the net? Not much email in today besides spam.

I have a show tonight at 9pm EST. I have been so very turned on so I need a cock, or at least a fake one.:)

I need to find a man for my Mom! She lives in a small town and there is very slim picken, the only men she does meet wants to try and live off her. She can do much better. Like find someone who is either retired and has a decent income or has a job, plus who likes to get out and do things (be a little active)! So I am on a mission to find her a good decent man! Has to be 55-60 years old also and has to still be a little sexual active or on Viagra, all the men she meets are Impetient! Yea we talked about that.

I've started my workouts again. Since I board Queenie so close to me I ride my bike down to train her each day. First the first 30 minutes of each of my Online shows I do a workout then I do more sexual stuff for the other 30 minutes. That way it's a little of both worlds. This should keep me in shape better then anything.

It's Past Midnight and I just got fucked really good. Thought I'd share that since it felt so wonderful!

I had a very good day. Got up at 6am and cleaned up the kitchen, made a healthy breakfast. I then went and filled Queenie's feed and exercised her. Came home and ate lunch and took a short nap. I then had to go get some groceries and then tonight at 9pm EST I had a workout/strip show.

Hey everyone, I am back from the weekend at my moms, I wanted to hurry and write in my diary because of the wildest thing that happened on the plane trip back.

Ok, I was wearing shorts on the plane, sitting on the aisle seat right, no one was in the middle, and some guy had the window seat. Well I had dozed off, when I woke up, out of the corner of my eye, I saw this guys arm moving, so I looked over and the guy was looking at me, he had his jacket over his lap and his hand oder it and his hand was moving!

I just smiled and said "hey" and closed my eyes and acted like I was goign back to sleep. To make a long story short, the guy was whacking off! RIght there in the plane next to me..can you believe it, I still cant.... When I looked over and said hey, he just kinda smiled and said hi back, never missed a stroke!!!!!!!!

long day yesterday, lots done. At least it felt that way. This comming monday I plan to get on a better workout schedule. Seems like life happens and then I miss the gym. I really really need to get cardio in if anything.