I was sick today. But feel much better tonight. my brother is comming to visit on New years eve and leaves Saturday. So that will be fun. He won't have his kids and that will be less headach. I'm not at all use to screaming kids in the morning.

We went and saw Paycheck the other night. That is a good movie, worth the price of admission. I've been feeding horses in the evenings every night. I did my online show schedule last night and posted for this upcomming week, in the members area. I vaccumed and steam cleaned my downstairs carpet today. Not much going on with me. I am back to workingout. So I am going to the gym 4-5 days a week. It will take me about 4 months to get back into comp shape. I let myself go over the holidays and need to get back with it.

Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock.... All of us who were born in 1974 won't like this year. Just for the fact of a Birthday, but oh well. Life does go on. Not a big thing you all! No it isn't. Although I am just as much reasuring myself. Why is it the first 18 years of life your to young to be grown up and then once we get there we only have a good 12 years of youth till it all starts to shrivel up and well, you know. Then we are considered not young for the rest of it! Don't seem fair. I am beginning to see that we actaully have the lifespan of a bug. One thing that would help make me feel good for a New Years resolution is to get laid by a guy who would just look at me and that attraction so stong that we just take. Devour each other and have a good fuck! My New years resolution is to workout more.

New Years is just a few days away! I usually go to the Saturday Morning Macy's 50-80% off sale after the New year (Hopefully they have it). I am going to the gym sometime today. Have to get some Squats in.

Merry Christmas everyone! My Mom sent me a beautiful Lilly Lamp and a Saphire and diamond Braclet! Also some Steak Knives. I Love everything I received from her. She always has to outdue me. Well I love them anyway.:) I did open it a little early since she wanted to make sure that they sent me everything they were suppose to.

Man, I think i'm a little down this holliday. Not festivities here. I think I'll run down to Petsmart tomorrow and get Bookie and Nemo some of those doggie stocking stuffers. I don't have a tree up, if the cat don't destroy it then the dogs might try to mess with it. So No tree either. Gosh, wish I had a family that like to get together and get along! I throw up my hands with that arena though. ho,ho,ho Merry Christmas.

I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas this week. I will stay home and just take care of all my furr kids. I have some online shows at the end of this week so if your stuck at home or alone come and say hi to me at least. I'll be around all week one way or other. I have to feed the horses in the evening starting on the 24th. Not much else new happening. Just my Horny self needing fucked!

We went to California yesterday and stopped by the Broken horne (very big horse store). I got a corda Western saddle for Queenie. I will resell the one that don't fit. I got up at 6am this morning and made dog food. I didn't get to make it last night because we got in after dark and I was tired. I did train Queenie today and workedout on my own. I actually did yoga! Loved it, made me feel relaxed and my muscles felt not as tight.

shit, shit shit! That darn saddle is to big. For now anyway. She still has about 4 years of growing so it will fit, eventually.. For now though I won't be able to ride on it, or it won't be comfortable for her. I suppose I could get a really wide saddle pad and make it fit.. ha. I'll just wait till it fits darn it. fuck. Oh well, I still have an english saddle that does fit her and is adjustable. I'll just make sure I wear body armor the next time, when we start breaking her for riding. Oh maybe not that extreme but close.

You know your obsessed with Horses when all I do in my spare time is look at the one's for sale! I found one that is 7 years old that is broke and trained up to 2nd level dressage. He's a good price and I'm in love. Ahh but I don't have land to put him on! So there is no way I can get him. The lady is selling him for such a good price to.

I read a lot so I think I'll start doing it with no shirt, that way I'll be interesting to view on cam when I probably bore everyone to death on the voyeur camera. I got my saddle in today! The one I won on Ebay. Love it! I will put it on Queenie tomorrow. See how it fits her.

I went on a trail ride this morning with a friend. It was so fun, I really enjoyed it. We took the horses up near red rock and on a trail though some of the mountain. I had to take care of the horses at the barn so went down there at 7am so I could get done and be at her house by 8:30am. I was so tired when I did finally get home I sleep for a couple hours.

What will I do in tomorrow nights online show... Any suggestions? I've been so turned on. Maybe I can get a big studly guy for christmas..:) Oh, I'm dreaming I know.

I went to the community college today and picked up a schedule. The years have flew by so fast. I'm not one of those kids anymore. That is scary. I hope my Mom moves out here before long.

I I'll be on chatting tonight. Come and say hi! It's Friday, oh yea!

god I'm horny. I'll go lay in bed and you can just fall ontop of me and fuck me anyway you please. That is how horny I am, I just need it so bad I feel like I need to masturbate right now! errrrr!!!!!!

ahh, but isn't life grand? I won the saddle on the ebay auction. Nice.... Little pleasures in life. Something isn't it? I woke up to a bad morning because I opened my mouth when I was having a discussion and said something I really didn't mean. I will have a foot handy to stick in my mouth next time. My show tomorrow is at 5pm EST so it's early. I will wear something sexy and get naked, who know what tomorrow will bring.

I can't sleep so I'm up. I'm starting a diet today so I can lose a good ten pounds. I went shopping yesterday and bought some nice healthy stuff to eat.

I got up then cleaned the kitchen a bit. After, I went and trained Queen then came home. I have been reading to much. I get into a series of books and don't quit till I read them all. This series has a lot of books! Like around 14 or so and I'm only on 4. Gosh, I need to stop for a few days at the least so I can get more done. I did bid on a saddle on ebay, I do hope I win the auction, I'd love to get that saddle. I had my show at 9pm EST tonight. I was so turned on and I couldn't help myself. So I used my favorite toy.

This week went by fast. To fast. Thursday we flew to California and I stopped by the ColdWater Creek store and got two outfits, then we flew home. Yesterday I went down to the Hilton Convention Center for the Cowboy Christmas they are having in association with the National Finals Rodeo. I bought some boots and overreach books for queen but that is it. I'm not much into Western stuff. I have a show tonight at 10pm est so I'll think of something sexy.

I hate anyone making me promis something I can't keep. Yesterday I informed that someone I couldn't keep the promis of not training my own horse. Anyway, I can "break" queenie when the time comes. I'll just make sure I'm safe. Not like I'm not safe anyway! Always. So there you have it. During Christmas I will get her ready and ride her. I've done so much reasearch and worked with a couple trainers now and watched them break other horses.