Happy Memorial day. I have been needing a big cock but beside that nothing new. I bench pressed with my brother yesterday and I benched 160, damn that was a good burn! My boobs were so pumped! I'll do legs on Wednesday We will be closing on the new home down here the first week of July, So no moving till July. It will only take a couple days and then I'll have the new cams setup in my home there, in July. But for now we and the cams will be in Las Vegas. The new home is comming along. They have the drywall up and all now. Looking good! can't wait, I'll have voyeur cams in the Barn, Kitchen/living room and bedroom/bath. You guys will love it.

I've been so turned on lately. I need some guy to come over and suck on these tits while his dick is driving hard and fast into me. That slick cock sheethed up inside so deep that I orgasm while he drives into me again and again.

gosh, I am in a mood tonight. Wrote a friend and told her I do more then web design on the net. A friend from long ago when I was in school. Anyway, I get tired of "hiding". I know most people won't accept what I do for a living weather it be dancing or Adult website. Most people lump dancers or women that do Adult stuff into one catagory. Well hey, I'm a little different and I don't go around fucking different guys. That is a very good thing since I can be safe assured I don't have any STD's or AIDS! Plus, most of the dancers like to party and fuck off. Nop, I go home and decorate my home or be with my animals. I don't dress like I'm a umm "dancer" or maybe "ho" is the word. Sorry but when you see a cop on the street you know he's a cop right. Well if a girl is dressed like a Ho then what do you think when she's on the street? If you dress in the uniform........ yea. My opnion, "there are times to dress that way, but you can be very sexy and look like a diamond with nice clothes. Why am i rambling? I have no clue but I wanted to.

Gosh, I miss my Queenie! Seems like her being away so long I don't have her anymore. Can't wait to move down to Phoenix so I can have her live with me. My own little farm. I am interested in taking up some horticulture. My sex drive is make me throb between my legs. Maybe that is the romance Novels, sometimes it's hard to tell which. For memorial day I'm going to see my Brotha! Ok, my real brother. Yes I like making fun of those damn slang words. Thank god we will have people to do stuff with. I was busy today, I got down on my hands and knees and washed my floors in the creases.

Hey you all. I'm in my chatroom and need some company. I know it's not scheduled but it's the best time to chat when nothing is scheduled.:) I'm eating good and have lost. I'm beeing doing the stepper and that really gets you working. If you like to read like me try out the Author "Laura Kinsale", she writes some very good Historic Romance. Makes the center of my body pulse with need.:)

I've been eating very good and lost five pounds. I do the stepper five days a week and am watching my diet. Hopefully by the time Memorial day weekend arrives I'll weigh around 138. That is my ideal weight but I would like to hit 135 by the time mid June rolls around.

I started my trim down diet yesterday. Has anyone ever had that adkins drink? Geez, taste like shit! I would much rather have my egg whites mixed with cream of wheat. So much better. Someone else can have that high fat. I'll stick with my carbs and low fat protein. I can think better that way.

Well I ended up returning home from Phoenix yesterday. It's been wendy so we couldn't fly back. I am so glad that we are moving to Arizona, my brother lives there and we will have someone to do things with. Why am I glad to be moving you say? Well for one thing most people here are very unsocial, unfriendly and downright taxing! I loath Las Vegas anymore. There is nothing to do here (only if your only thing to do in Life is Party). Not mine! Not only are people here to party, do drugs and just be idiots to say the very last of some who think those are good qualities. Not bad but you know, there is a lot more to life. I've meet the worst people here. Even people who pretend to be religious here seem to have some kind of Mental issues going on. But maybe that is all religious people, because there do seem to be quit a lot of wars that stem from just that! I'm rambling. I better go before I say to very much then.:)

I went to Arizon this past weekend and checked on Queenie. She is so much happier at this new place. They give her a lot of attention. I will be posting my shows for this weekend so just look at the schedule at the top of the main members page.

OK, ok, ok. I have to post this. I thought it so very funny, I was laughing till I cryed. It's not making fun of God or anything just the fact that people go way to far, lol.. Hilarous!

Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to

people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an

observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to

Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The

following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by an east coast

resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as

informative:



Dear Dr. Laura:



Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law.I

have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that

knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend

the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that

Leviticus 18:22 clearly state it to be an abomination. End of debate. I

do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the other

specific laws and how to follow them:



When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates a pleasing odor for the Lord - Lev.1:9. The problem is my neighbors. They

claim the odor is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?



I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus

21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for

her?



I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her

period of menstrual uncleanliness - Lev.15:19- 24. The problem is, how

do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offense.



Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and

female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend

of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can

you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?



I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2

clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to

kill him myself?



A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an

abomination - Lev. 11:10, it is a lesser abomination than

homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?



Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a

defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does

my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?



Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair

around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev.

19:27. How should they die?



I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me

unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?



My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev. 19:19 by planting two different

crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of

two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends

to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all

the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? -

Lev.24:10-16. Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family

affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)



I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you

can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal

and unchanging.



Your devoted

I'm considering doing the MS. Olympia Natural. It's in Novemember. If not this years I'll do it next. After my Move I'll see where i'm at. Even if I started late 4 months would give me plenty of time. Anywho, I did do cardio today. I also washed windows and sprayed the house for bugs.

I had my show a Noon today. Not much else happening. I will do cardio on my treadmill tonight. Trying to eat healthy but I do love my sweets. Have to have something ever other day.

My show tomorrow is at 3pm EST (Noon PT), just a reminder. Ariel had a show this morning but I didn't watch it, since I had house to clean. I went and seen Van Helsing and it was ok. The first part was some bad acting though. Great special effects. Talked to my Mom today.

Does anyone else hear that clock ticking? That clock that says the years are rolling by. What in the hell is going on with that?! The never ending Question of life. In the end we are tryng to stay young, (eat healthy, go to the gym and still die). I read that on a bumper sticker but it said it all. Yet there are still all those old people who will never get a clue to anything. I found that knowledge is power. I've known so stupid people in my life and they don't want to learn either. That is the really sad part. I was standing in a shopping center and looking at all the people passing me and started thinking of how many people I've past that are dead now, and I don't even know it. Sad thing, but then I moved on and life had to go on. It has to. I don't remember anything before I was born, so I'm not so worried of dying, just leaving people behind. Isn't that the brunt of it. I don't know. Just something to think on, just don't dwell. May not be good for your mental health.

Lordy, Lordy, Lordy... I had a show tonight and used my Dildo "Named Rocko". I think I just about had the best orgasm I had in a very long time. Not sure what is up with my hormons but I'm having a surge of them again lately. Drives me up the wall with wanting a big ____ ! You can guess.:) I've been watching HGTV and DIY. Trying to figure out how to install my own sprinkler system in my yard. I do believe in the end I'll have to hire out for that. Boo!

I redid my schedule for the week and I have a show Tuesday, Thursday at 9pm est and then Saturday at 3pm EST. Hope that works well for the most part.

Tomorrow night i have a show. I'll bring out some play toys and we can all have some fun. Not much happening. I am starting a nice workout plan and better eating. No more pancakes either, bla.

I had a long day. I went and seen Queen and she was so dirty, so I gave her a bath and she wasn't very cooperative. I gave myself a shower as much as I did her. By the time I was finished I wasn't happy at all. The new house is comming along. I have to go to my brothers tomorrow to help him fix his computer. I'll be chatting and on line monday just to have some fun. I think those kind are the best.