I took a hard fall today. I was riding Queenie in the Arena and she got spooked when we were Galloping past my back yard and Nemo was barking. I tried to hold on and ballance but Gravity had me in it's claws! I tell you what, that is the first time since I was a kid that I have hurt myself like that. I had to lay there about five minutes untill the pain left and then I moved very slowly because I tought maybe my hip was broke and was afraid the damn pain would come back. Thank god I didn't break anything. Tried yelling for umm Gizzy.:) He didn't hear and I was glad since I don't like him knowing about me falling. Anyway after that I got back up and made sure everything was in place then got back on that mounting block and rode Queenie till she was all SWEAT!! I was a little harder on her then I probably should have been (she is just a baby) . So now I feel bad because I let a little of my madness take over me. She forgave me and I'll just have to stop and think before I go to correct her. Try not to be so hard with her. It's just when I get pain I get a little ticked off. I think I'll go wach some more horse training video's so I can be better. Oh, I got my horse trailer today! Now I can travel with my horses!

ok, I need to appoligize for canceling both shows over the weekend. The doctor gave me those pills and they knock me out. I will only take tylonol during the day so I can function properly. This weeks schedule for me will be posted this evening. The MRI came back and I have some kind of "Buldging", i don't have a clue what she ment by that. The remedy is to go to Physical Therapy 3 times a week for 12 weeks. Shit. I may got to the first couple sessions and then do the exercises at home the rest of the time. Love ya all! Don't forget to check my schedule.

I have an MRI this morning. They are just checking to see what is going on the my C spine. The doctor gave me a few perscriptions yesterday and one of them is a narcatic for pain and to get me to sleep at night. The other is a muscle relaxer and it also makes you tired and feel as if your not all there. Let me tell you how I feel about that. Like shit! How in the world people can be addicted to this kind of stuff is a clue to me. I feel as if I'm numb and can't think and I hate it. Took me a few minutes yesterday looking at my computer screen to think what I was sitting down to do in the first place. God! Makes a person a few cans short of a six pack, in the head that is. I feel as if I was sluring half the day yesterday. Everything was happening in slow motion. Ok, I'll get off the subject. Other then that I need to start working (training) the horses more and get my shows on track.

I haven't been posting in here like I should. We finished putting up the horse Fence on Saturday and so I've been trying to catch up on some much needed sleep. My arm has been troubling me for weeks and I went to the doc last week. They called tonight to say it looks like there is some Arthritis between my 6th and 7th Vertibre. Not sure what that means but I do have an appointment for the results and maybe more tests tomorrow. Hopefully they can give me something to stop the pain. I am well other then that. Doesn't matter how healthy you try to be, there are always some consequences that can happen from an active lifestyle.

Well! The Living room/kitchen voyeur camera will be up and running tomorrow. Got the new wireless stuff in. That other we had was so old it wasn't working after the move. So now we are gonna be back to voyeurs. I am going to go down to Christies in a few weeks and work there a couple nights a week. It's a topless club.

Ariel has two shows tomorrow and I have a show tomorrow evening. Trying to get the horse fence up and cleaning during the day, just been busy and havent thought of a whole lot to put in here. Cum to the online shows, they are fun. Called my Mom and talked to her, she tries to be my doctor. I think all Mom's do though.

Seems like to long since I wrote in here. I've been chatting in the chat room but not writing in here. Last week I was running along with Nico and we actually tripped. There was magically a hole there. After I put Nico up I went back to look and there was a hole the size of a dinner plate all the way down to the septic and the top of that caved in. Man, I would have been in Shit creek if I'd have fell in. This builder has not done much right. They got it fixed. Seems like everything is working now though.