I worked my legs again today. I did them pretty light so I can walk tomorrow. I hate when I overtrain and I can barley get my butt out of bed. I'm tired tonight and having my period don't help matters any. I am hopeing to visit my Mom this summer. I hope she moves out here this fall, it's been a whole year all ready. I'm a little home sick to see her to. You know I don't believe I've meet an honest person that lives in Vegas yet.. It's a different type of city. A lot of transient people here. Flakey! Anyway, I don't like people like that. I probably have ran into a few that are very nice and trustfull people but no one ever really lets anyone else get to know them enough to find out, Not even me. Who wants to take the chance in this city? Or any city really? Seems like the only friends you ever make are the one's when your young. Seems like every year that passes people who really except who you are and friends are harder and harder to come by. I was thinking just the other night, my two best friends (in the human world) are my Mom and My man. If I lose either one of them then I will not have anyone really. That is scary for me to think about. My brother, well we are very different. He kind of lives in a dream world anyway, some of the time. If I have extra money he will ask to borrow it. My sister, well she and I live in two very different worlds and we just don't have one thing in common but our parents.

I really don't agree with people who hold the rest of the world responsible for their choices. We all have choices and have to deal with them in life. If it's a bad choice correct it and try to make the best out of your life. I see to many people who hate and resent everything! Make the best out of today, why die sad and wanting what you think is Greener pastures?