I am going up to home depot to buy a mounting bracket for the barn camera today. As soon as I mount that you will be able to see the whole isleway and wash rack.

The barn cam works! It is on Voyeur camera number two in the members area.

I have added a lot of hardcord Video's in the past weeks. So check them out. I really like the new video of Toby bryants "actor" fucking the girl. That one is worth watching if you ask me. Yum.... Look at those video's I posted in the memebers section, they are good. I've been doing a little Research on Murals and am going to do a crumbling brick wall with vines ang grass growing in the crevices along my walls in the Hallway. I won't be starting that for a month or two yet. I decided not to take a vactaion in June. My home and animals are my little time away and i love being home to take care of them. I worry more when I'm gone and have less fun because of it. Actaully, come to think of it I have no fun because of it! I'm really going to work on getting my wireless Barn "Voyeur" cam up this week!

gosh, PMS sucks! I'm always on in the evening working/chatting/surfing. so if you see me and and I don't anwer in the chat room right away just give it a couple minutes and I will. I am not always looking in the chat but I do chat! So just have patients..:) I cut stall matts again today and made them fit the 12 x 16 stalls. Only one more to do then I'm finished with that task for good. I haven't been riding. I'm working with Queenie on holding herself long and low for collection in her back end. Trying to eat healthy but my lord I've had a sweet tooth all weekend!

Ahh, to sit down relax and have an ice cold Mike's Hard Lemonade is just great. Very busy day for me. Got the horses shoed, washed the truck, trained horses, shoveled sand into the two new stalls and put matts down. Then worked on the website, talked with my Mom also. Not enough time in the day. Ariel has a show Saturday and I have one Sunday so the weekend is quit full. What should I do, have an orgie online? Or I could umm dance naked and turn everyone blue. Or umm, get a little toy action then what? Hmm, maybe I should let you decide. Oh! and if you suggest anal then whatever you suggest i'll have to do to you first. Because if you don't look like your in the trows of extacy while being fucked in the ass then I don't think I'd wanna.:) Yea, yea spare me the excuses. Love ya anyway! Stop by the chat and say hi at least. If your horny it will be more fun.:)

Since I sold Emma I had been looking for a gelding so I can let out with my stallion and my mare Queenie at seperate times. We'll I found him and his name is "King". Now I have a Queen and a kind in my barn. He's an 18.2 Hand clydesdale Gelding and he's broke to ride and drive. I can't wait to get him! He'll be here around the 14th of next month. Here is a photo of king. Ariel and i both have shows this week/weekend so take a look at the schedule.

I've had the worst of luck this weekend with having people call or show up when I least expected it. I sold Emma my Friesian mare today. The girl that bought her is my age and really nice. We plan to get together and go riding sometime soon. I'll get to see Emma on occaision so that will be nice. She had some personality issues that drove me a little nuts.

Make sure you all check my show schedule at the Very top of the main members page. It will have dates and times, that is my show schedule, it also says, "Venus's live Show schedule" on top of that.:) I've been eating healthy. Fairly healthy anyway. I was looking at a photo on a message board of a guy who put something around his dick and cut the head of his cock off. OH MY GOD! That is sick. Who would do something like that anyway? It looked real and it had stages of what he was doing and everything. Kinda made me wanna pass out from the photo's. There are some mentaly deranged people out there. Love ya!

I made a homemade cake today. Taste fantastic. I have been doing well on my eating and trying to lose fat and gain muscle. I've been working on some new design for the website but really haven't gotten anywhere yet. I learned a few tricks and then my page stayed blank. Oh well, it'll come to me.

I rode Queen Yesterday and rode emma a little today when someone came over to see her. I applied to go to a college here and am just waiting for my transcripts to get here. I had my show today at 4pm EST (I shaved and umm had a little toy sex)..:)

It's raining and is suppose to be raining all week long. So I think I'll hop on my treadmill today for a bit and also do some squats on my squat rack. I've been cleaning and working on here as well. I will turn the voyeur cam on when I do my workout this evening. Those of you who are well endowed need to send me some photo's please.:)

Happy New Year! Wow, 2005. Life is zipping by like a real to a movie film. That just about sums it up. I had a good night last night. I had a couple of others over last night (Raquel my hopfull sister in law but I doubt she will ever marry my brother, and then my horse trainer who is a very tense and to serious of a person, the girl needs to laugh once in awhile!) and we had wine and champaign. My New years resolution is to get FIRMER, LEANER. It's it always!:) I have a guy emailing me photo's of his dick and I have to say, "oh my god!".. He's big and thick and I would buy him a ticket just to come down and fuck me like a women like me needs, so bad.. I have to squeez my leg together and think of something else not to get hot and wet! Very bothered.