Happy New Year! Wow, 2005. Life is zipping by like a real to a movie film. That just about sums it up. I had a good night last night. I had a couple of others over last night (Raquel my hopfull sister in law but I doubt she will ever marry my brother, and then my horse trainer who is a very tense and to serious of a person, the girl needs to laugh once in awhile!) and we had wine and champaign. My New years resolution is to get FIRMER, LEANER. It's it always!:) I have a guy emailing me photo's of his dick and I have to say, "oh my god!".. He's big and thick and I would buy him a ticket just to come down and fuck me like a women like me needs, so bad.. I have to squeez my leg together and think of something else not to get hot and wet! Very bothered.