gosh, what a night. It was a Hot one that is for sure. I had sex with my dildo during my show Saturday night. I fucked it like it was the last dick on earth. I sometimes hate. I shouldn't but I have those times, like tonight for instance. I could scream at the top of my lungs till everyone left the house. Except for my sweet little baby dogs. I put a misting system up in the barn and my mare Queenie tore it down while I was gone and her stall and her half of the barn was flooded. What a mess. The person I have that lives with me just over reacted and gets all upset and does some stupid shit and does it ALL WRONG. So I have to go do everything anyway! People just need to go away and not do anything when they are upset because it just fucks everything up even more. Can I hit someone over the head tonight? Maybe a few people. I am good since I have control. Just breath, it will all be OK! I'll go have a few beers now. %$^#@#@@!!!&^(*)((#$#!@@#!@!!@!#$$^^%&^*&$^#@!#@!!!!!!!!!!).