Oh boy, I know I have been neglecting my diary a little bit but I have been so busy. The gym I go to is about an hour drive from my house (what I get for having horse property) so that takes about 3-4 hours out of my day automatically, but thats the price you pay for looking good huh :)

A few days ago I took my horse to his show and he got reserve grand champion, made me so proud of him. I have been wanting to go to L.A but the fires down there have me kinda leary of going, maybe this week I will make it, we will see.

Today started off a nice and sunny Sunday. We went to the store for Grocery's and to the PetSmart store for dog food. Came home and feed the horses since it was 11:35am or so. While I was out at the barn I heard someone skid then and impact of some kind. I looked across the road and there was a lot of dust from a truck who went off the road and rolled. Second time in two week I seen someone skid off that road! This one was bad though.. So I start running to my house to get the phone and get on the line with 911. While i am talking to emergency dispatch i go across the road to tell them how bad anyone is hurt. There was a 15 year old girl who got ejected from the truck. She had a terrible head injury with quit a bit of blood comming from her head and ear, it also looked as her back might have been broken since she was at an odd angle lying there. The boy who was her brother didn't have any marks and was trying to get her to respond to him. After a moment or two she came to and started to scream. I yelled and told them to not try and hold her down or put anykind of pressure on her body. She was attempting to get up and they said to tell her to not move. So after I hung up I squated down by the girl and tried calming her and told her not to move and that help was on it's way. I think she was in shock and just keep crying for her dad. The police officer showed up first then the boy's father. Finally the paramedics then the emt helicopters. That put a damper on the day for everyone. Puts a little perspective in your life and how fast it can be whiped out. I saved the number on my phone so I can give her parents a call next week and see if she is ok. I've been thinking of her all day now. I did go riding my horse tonight since I fell off yesterday and need to put more training in. I received this in email this evening so I thought it would suit for now. It's just a little Quote of thankfullness.

I am Thankful :
FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.
FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.
FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED.
FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.
FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE
FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM. FOR T HE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH WHO SINGS OFF KEY BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.
FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.
FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.
FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.
AND FINALLY, FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE THINKING OF ME.
SEND THIS TO SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT.
I JUST DID.
Live well, Laugh often, & Love with all of your heart!

My Mom is staying with me and cooking some good home cooked meals. Not good for the wastline but great for the taste buds. Anyway, I posted some new video's on the site and also if you click on the fantasy's over there ont he left you will see a new fantasy posted by one of my fans, that man sure can write good. Hot and horny.

I've been working Goliath almost every morning now. Except for Wed and Thurs since he got his hoves shoed. I show him on Sept 26th so i'm getting him in shape for that. I have got to start eating better again myself. Life is so busy at times! Bla.. So eating takes a back seat. I refuse to dedicate life to everything me, me, me. Like giving to Animals and Family is the best things that makes me feel more whole as a person. Because in this world of the Self centered there has to be the few the proud the Non Self Centered. I like to observe people and all I see is a world of (IT'S ME, WHAT ABOUT ME, THAT'S ME, I'M MR/MRS ME, HOW ABOUT ME, NOT HER/HIM BUT ME!). Lordy, get a clue. Well, what about the rest of them. Whoever, whatever. I know what got me on this issue. My brother. It's all about him. He gets mad at anything because it's not what HE wants. Well tough.
Will he ever get real? I am sad to say I really don't think so. Sad that.
Besides that I am happy, healthy and working hard on the site. Put up some new photo's of Melissa the Bodybuilder who got tenth at the usa's. I'll be on chating later tonight!

Well the end to a very busy month is finally here. Mom is all moved and I took her out to a small local bar for some drinks and kereokee (is that how its spelled), what a time we had. I wore a small tank top and some tight fitting blue jeans, its amazing how much attention you can get from guys when your just wearing jeans :)